it's my 18 birthday...that means - i can buy alcohol legally...watch movies +18...yeah that means I'm OLD! :P
I got a lot of presents from my friends...hah! the best part is - my friends sister gave birth to boy today! LOL! so we'll have the same date of bday xD


I went to the restaurant with my best friend on Sunday. Pizza was too big as always...but sooo yummy! and latte macchiato with amaretto is the best! i'm an addict when it comes to latte... xD
My finnish friend Kimi sang me "paljon onnea vaan" and gave me dvd i was waitin for...xD
yeah..and Spongebob toy that sings some chinese song from Amy...jeez when i hear it i can't stop laughin^^
ahh...i want birthday every week!

what guys from Poland do best... :P

What's up guys? x)
I think I broke my hand on the training...it hurts like hell and I can hear my little bones crunching LOL xD
my birthday is comming! haaaa!! i love december...my brithday...christmas..New Year's Eve..what more can u ask for xD
I need to buy a present for my friend's birthday. I have a great idea...and she'll definitely like it. but my wallet is empty like always :P so i'll have to ask my mom for cash.. she'll be propably pissed 'cause she bought me new mobile..and I'll get a new comp from her for my b-day.. fuck...okay...so I need to rob a bank xD

uh...i'm hungry but I'm too lazy to go downstairs to the kitchen and cook some dinner...blah.. hmm...maybe scrambled eggs...and pickles!!! mmmm...yummy :P
okay so i'll get some bandage for my poor hand and prepare a dinner.

I just have spend all my money on cd's..damn it. I can not resist...when I see cd that I don't have already in my colection I JUST NEED TO HAVE IT! I bought Join Me maxi single...Killing...and finally found Daniel Lioneye![and don't remember what else I bought] damn it...I was supposed to buy some new heels for those money (I love shoes) but...well....umm...Maybe I'll ask my mommy..:D
and some really hard weekend it will be. Friday-party, Saturday-party. Maybe on sunday I'll find some rest.
Why we just can't find money on the streets...life would be so much easier :P

I have a stomack flu. Nothin interestin :)
So i'm just lyin in bed with my laptop on my lap. Workin on my myspace page (it always can look better and I'm gettin bored with one look pretty fast), and I'm also making a myspace for my friend...so...yeah I have somethin to do for now.
I have to go school tomorrow...I have a lot of exams.

Juke & Viv

we went to mcdonald...ate mcflurry + fries. then went to the cinema. they didn't want to sell a tickets for The Midnight Meat Train because "you're not 18 yet. I just can't let u in. Sorry." stupid bitch. yeah! fuck I have birthday in December! damn it. we bought tickets for Saw V. we bought the largest coca cola ever (I regret it) and....that movie..hurts :P
it was not so bad at all. but I hate the sound of the saw ouch! And the ending pissed me off.

from the left: my cousin Bartek *Cywina*,
ME,
older cousin Miłosz *Cywina, Snejk*,
my mom




THIS IS ME :D

Ha! some guy found my wallet few days ago on the stadium (I have no clue how's that possible I lost it in a toilet in some club) and he sent it back to me! Isn't that "sweet" umm...polite..umm what eva..i can't find a good word :P Finally my credit card and ID r with meee :D
Hard day tomorrow will be. Oh hard. some exams...umm economics I guess. and math probably :/
but on Friday we have some debate about globalization (of course i'm in it ;/) and we have no lessons. damn I have to read somethin about it before speakin out loud my thoughts^^
and...TV will be there :/ how the fuck can I concentrate when cameras r around my head.

I have read "Twilight". Ummm...what can I say...I was expecting somethin more^^
The main character - Bella is so annoying :[
And my bad that I saw an actor that will play Edward. Because Edward from the book was supposed to be extremely beautiful and that actor who played Cedrik Diggory in "Harry Potter" is nothing what I could consider as beautiful.
My mom is really crazy about this "Twilight". She acts like a teenager. She can't wait the movie^^ Damn she will take me to the cinema with her...

I'm not eatin properly lately. It's bad for my health and I know that. Especially that I'm drinkin alcohol...(I don't really consider beer as an alcohol^^)
Tomorrow I'm goin to my friend for weed. I need cash (lookin for some rich guy :D)
And on Friday night - party with my friends from Germany. This time I'll keep my wallet in my purse.

I need to go to school in a few minutes. I already said that I hate school. It's givin me a headache. I have a test...or 3 today..I don't even know..and I don't care. I'm such a lazy ass. they keep askin me why am I runnin away from school..ekhm well that's a stupid question.



Why do we need school anyway?? It's such a waste of time^^

EDIT: well, I'm not at school because of my fuckin bus! for fuck sake fuck fuck fuck! why does he always have to arrive too early...
and now I feel sick.so excuse me.

We had pretty much...a lot of fun :D We tried to drunk our friend from Germany - Gabriel. but oh well...we failed^^
few beers, 3 x 4 shots of Kamikadze, some drink called Furious, Absinthe absinthe absinthe!! and...umm I don't remember what else. All I know that we spend loads of money. We made friends with barman :P
And I lost my wallet...well I left it in toilet, after one hour my memory was back and I noticed that I don't have my wallet. when I came back to the toilet it wasn't there...so somebody had to stole it. oh! I already miss my Identity card...and my credit card :P
I'm broked... I spend whole my money on fuckin alcohol.

and this weekend will be probably the same. alcohol alcohol alcohol.
*and even maybe some weed*

Green Fairy rocks!

I don't even know what to do with myself right now...Am I really such a sad person? come on...I think it's because of the weather...
And my friend finally told me what happened on the party last saturday when she went somewhere with some guy. U can only imagine what happened :/
I can not believe she's so stupid...yeah she was drunk but come on! she still had a brain, right??! for fuck sake they didn't even use a condom!
I told her that she could get pregnant and her reply was "but I took a shower when I came back home". so...umm yeah I guess she doesn't have a brain. and oh yes..she lost her virginity with some drunk guy on the couch in the club. congratulations.

I just found out that my school schedule is changed. and that I'm late for all the lessons LOL. so..let's just say I won't be at school AGAIN.
good job girl....fuck.